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I hate men
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Blank and empty. I could stare at my wall for hours. I think I’ve stopped eating for good now, I haven’t had any food in three days. Just trying to ride this one out. Been forced to take a nice cocktail of sleeping pills every night (morning).
Did I mention that I hate men? I really […]
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I wrote two days ago:
The amusing part is that I could kill myself tonight, and none of you would know. None of you would care. You’d think I went on vacation or something. It would take a day if not more for my body to be found.
You wouldn’t know, because you can’t be fucked to […]
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Howdy.
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Just uploaded all my posts here.. because I was told to. I’m 21 years old and from Norway. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder 5 years ago. Howdy doody.
My real Bipolar blog can be seen here and my real blog with hypomanic ramblings can be found here.
My apologies for the crude language.
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Two hours
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I’ve been awake for two hours and I already want to go back to bed.
Shit day. Is it over yet? Is tomorrow going to be any different?
Sometimes I wonder how everybody will react when I do kill myself. What will they say? What will they think? Will they have any regrets? Who will come to […]
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Do you have the time..
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.. to listen to me whine about nothing and everything all at once?
I’ve noticed I’ve become really sensitive lately. I’m in a strange state of hypomania mixed with depression. I woke up today and I was fine, but as the day passed I just got more and more depressed, and now I feel like overdosing […]
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I wish
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I wish that when I go to bed tonight, I’ll never wake up.
I wish someone threatens me at gunpoint so that he can shoot me.
I wish war breaks out and someone drops a bomb on my house.
I wish I accidentally overdose on pills and no one finds me before it’s too late.
I wish my smoking […]
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Cunt whore slut
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Things we hate hearing
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I hate to be exclusive, but there are certain things that non-bipolars just won’t understand; and there are things that we absolutely hate hearing you say.
Never say any of the following:
1. Just smile! Think positive! Happy thoughts!
Fuck you bitch, smiling and thinking positive won’t change a damn thing.
2. Stop wallowing in your misery / You’re […]
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Percentages
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30% of bipolars commit suicide. I’m not sure yet if I’m one of them or one of the remaining 70%.
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Boring facts about Bipolar Disorder
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I thought maybe it would be a good idea to write something about bipolar disorder here. I won’t copy&paste something off a site, don’t worry.
I’d also like to say that the reason why this blog is so “empty” is because it’s meant to be more of a journal, and my way of removing some of […]
